Kassi Lane//Justin, TX
Over the weekend, my sister and I got bored and decided to just go out and explore and shoot some. Our dad runs his business out of our house, so I got excited when I realized our exploration led us only a few feet from our house to some stacked pallets. Getting bit by mosquito's galore was worth it. My sister is pretty + I like her.
Jordan + Bailey//Sherman, TX
When I think of the type of client I want to attract, I think of these two. Bailey and Jordan are two of my favorite friends. They are both from Sherman, but we met during the brief time I was in school and living in College Station. I recently made time to shoot some images of them with the intentions of defining my style of shooting and editing. When I look back on some of the recent work I have produced, it's not that I am not proud of it, but I realized it's just not me. I was shooting for what the client wanted every time I went to a shoot. Though that was getting me work and experience behind the lens, it was ultimately hurting my brand and what I should be focusing on. I was busy trying to figure out the clients style, when in reality, I should have been defining my own style and have clients book me based upon that.
I knew I wanted Bailey + Jordan to be the models when I thought of my vision. And I'm so glad they agreed to it. We had such a fun time seeing each other again and just roaming around. Bailey is one of the best at "smeyes" (when you smile with your eyes) and Jordan could be a model for Urban Outfitters with his smolder face. Below are just a few of my favorite images from the day. Thank you so much to both of you for being models and just all around awesome! :)
P.s. These are best viewed with this playing softly in the background ;)
I knew I wanted Bailey + Jordan to be the models when I thought of my vision. And I'm so glad they agreed to it. We had such a fun time seeing each other again and just roaming around. Bailey is one of the best at "smeyes" (when you smile with your eyes) and Jordan could be a model for Urban Outfitters with his smolder face. Below are just a few of my favorite images from the day. Thank you so much to both of you for being models and just all around awesome! :)
P.s. These are best viewed with this playing softly in the background ;)
Ben + Victoria//Denton, Tx
These two... Just too precious.
Ben and Victoria are old friends of mine, and old friends are the greatest friends. They are somewhat newlyweds, they will have been married two years this month. Just thinking about their wedding day makes me show my pearly whites! Victoria had the bright idea of taking pictures at a Christmas Tree Farm- when she ran it by me, I was puuuumped. The weather was prefect and our friend Kristen came along and helped pose them. I told her if I ever become big time, she would be my first pick at assistant. I still stand by that. Here are a few of my favorites from Ben + Vee's session- hope you like them!
Ben and Victoria are old friends of mine, and old friends are the greatest friends. They are somewhat newlyweds, they will have been married two years this month. Just thinking about their wedding day makes me show my pearly whites! Victoria had the bright idea of taking pictures at a Christmas Tree Farm- when she ran it by me, I was puuuumped. The weather was prefect and our friend Kristen came along and helped pose them. I told her if I ever become big time, she would be my first pick at assistant. I still stand by that. Here are a few of my favorites from Ben + Vee's session- hope you like them!
I am so grateful for these two and what their friendship means to me.
Be sure to check out Victoria's blog happilyeverstrader.com it's a sweet one :)
Be sure to check out Victoria's blog happilyeverstrader.com it's a sweet one :)
Thanksgiving Day
Thanksgiving is my first favorite holiday of the year! This year, my family traveled to East Texas to spend some time with my great grandmother. It was a fun + fast little trip. Later that afternoon, my friends Ben and Victoria invited me and a few of our other friends into their home to celebrate a little Friendsgiving. At the end of this post is a grainy iPhone photo we took with the self timer. It is probably one of my favorite photos taken this month. There is nothing special about the picture itself, just the sweetest friends in it. It was a really happy moment.
I have so much to be grateful for.
I have so much to be grateful for.
Today December officially started- not sure how I feel about it yet. Check back tomorrow for a couple of faces you saw in this post featuring a Christmas Tree Farm!
Love y'all.
Love y'all.
Rise Festival//Mojave Desert, Nevada
Over the weekend, I was fortunate enough to have the opportunity to attend something so incredible. Something like I have never experienced before and probably never will again.
Like most girls, okay so like most five year old girls, I love the thought of fairytales and princesses. I'm sure most of you have seen the scene in the Disney movie Tangled where they are sitting in the boat, the Kingdom sets off lanterns and Rapunzel realizes she's in love with Eugene, also known as Flynn Ryder, and he realizes he loves her, and then they sing the sweetest duet. And I cry. And it's just the best movie ever. Okay, well rise is kind of like that. Only better, because it's real life and not a film. However, you do feel like you're in a movie.
(PLEASE NOTE: there is so much rambling happening in this post, but I just don't even know what to say because of how lovely it was and no one will ever be able to comprehend the feeling that happens when you experience something like this.)
I asked my sweet friend Behlen to attend with me. I just knew she would be the perfect lady love to spend this weekend with. We flew to Vegas Friday evening and could barely control our excitement! The whole weekend was really funny with how things went. We ended up meeting the wife of the guy that was putting the whole shin dig on. Which was basically another dream come true for me, because I follow both of them on insta and just feel like I know them personally. And don't even read that like I'm the weird one. We all do it with at least one of our instagram followers. Anyway, the whole weekend was just awesome, okay? I know most of you probably aren't even reading this, you just want to know what the junk Rise is and to see pictures. Well, without further ado...a compilation of camera and iPhone photos- enjoy!
As stated on their website, "Rise is a traditional lantern festival that brings people together, so they can rise a little higher. Rise elevates hope, ignites dreams, and creates memories you will never forget. It's a centuries-old idea that's both simple and powerful. Thousands of lanterns, each representing a hope, a dream, a new leaf, a forgotten wish coming together to form something beautiful. Your lantern means something beautiful. Your lantern means something unique to you. But together they give a collective voice to our dreams and challenges in a beautiful display-and one unforgettable evening."
Like most girls, okay so like most five year old girls, I love the thought of fairytales and princesses. I'm sure most of you have seen the scene in the Disney movie Tangled where they are sitting in the boat, the Kingdom sets off lanterns and Rapunzel realizes she's in love with Eugene, also known as Flynn Ryder, and he realizes he loves her, and then they sing the sweetest duet. And I cry. And it's just the best movie ever. Okay, well rise is kind of like that. Only better, because it's real life and not a film. However, you do feel like you're in a movie.
(PLEASE NOTE: there is so much rambling happening in this post, but I just don't even know what to say because of how lovely it was and no one will ever be able to comprehend the feeling that happens when you experience something like this.)
I asked my sweet friend Behlen to attend with me. I just knew she would be the perfect lady love to spend this weekend with. We flew to Vegas Friday evening and could barely control our excitement! The whole weekend was really funny with how things went. We ended up meeting the wife of the guy that was putting the whole shin dig on. Which was basically another dream come true for me, because I follow both of them on insta and just feel like I know them personally. And don't even read that like I'm the weird one. We all do it with at least one of our instagram followers. Anyway, the whole weekend was just awesome, okay? I know most of you probably aren't even reading this, you just want to know what the junk Rise is and to see pictures. Well, without further ado...a compilation of camera and iPhone photos- enjoy!
As stated on their website, "Rise is a traditional lantern festival that brings people together, so they can rise a little higher. Rise elevates hope, ignites dreams, and creates memories you will never forget. It's a centuries-old idea that's both simple and powerful. Thousands of lanterns, each representing a hope, a dream, a new leaf, a forgotten wish coming together to form something beautiful. Your lantern means something beautiful. Your lantern means something unique to you. But together they give a collective voice to our dreams and challenges in a beautiful display-and one unforgettable evening."
To see videos of this dandy little trip, you can visit my instagram!
@maryclare__
@maryclare__
Brittany + Chris//Denton, Texas
Y'all are in for a treat today! Over the weekend, I had the pleasure of taking photos of the sweetest couple. I graduated high school with Brittany. Still beautiful as ever, she has found the most genuine man. The love these two have for one another is so evident in these pictures. On our way to our first shooting location, I joked "I hope y'all like making out in front of people!" I think you will see in these photos that there was no shame in the sweetest kisses shared. The way Chris looks at Brittany & makes her giggle like no other, was the loveliest thing to capture. And Brittany, well, she's basically a model and has a badass smolder face. I don't think I ever stopped smiling behind the lens.
Brittany + Chris, thank you so much for trusting me to capture your sweet love. I pray blessings galore for each of you and your relationship. I cannot WAIT for the day I see you both again.
Brittany + Chris, thank you so much for trusting me to capture your sweet love. I pray blessings galore for each of you and your relationship. I cannot WAIT for the day I see you both again.
Cope Family//Justin, TX
As I am just getting this photography business started, I gain much encouragement from each person I shoot. The realization that they trust me to capture them exactly as they are, to tell a story about them. It blows my mind that someone would trust me to do that. And that they are willing to financially support this dream. Not that I think my work isn't a reflection of the cost, No, I feel confident in the work I have produced, I know that I have SO MUCH to learn, and I am excited about that, but I am so encouraged when a family dives headfirst into a shoot. That is exactly what the Cope family did. Though they are long time family friends, I had the best time taking their pictures. These little's will make you grin uncontrollably. They were so happy and so radiant! These pictures are proof. I pray that these photos are a representation of the love they have for each other, and a sweet reminder of the season that they are in now as a family with youngins! Enjoy!
If you are reading this, I am grateful for you.
Happy Monday, y'all!
Happy Monday, y'all!
Justin, TX Impromptu Shoot
This girl is a firecracker! ...And also my sister. I'm not sure where she gets it, but she is full of so much sass. ;) Yesterday evening, she decided she wanted some pictures, So we hurried (the sun was setting) I did her make up and she put on my favorite polka dots and we set out to find a field. Which wasn't hard since we live near a million and three of them. We laughed and twirled and played and it was a fun time to be together. I love you sassy Kassi!
MMB
Hey y'all, look at this cute baby cousin of mine!
Labor Day Weekend on the Ranch
Every Labor Day we celebrate the weekend with my whole family at my Grandmother's house. It's such a fun time getting to be together for a few days, eating more food than our bellies should be able to consume, and swimming until we can't swim anymore! Here are a few snaps from the weekend- I hope everyone had a fun and safe Labor Day!
Justin, Texas Sibling Session
I think I will let the pictures just speak for themselves. This shoot was nothing short of sass and a whole lot of country! I loved it. This brother-sister duo was so much fun to photograph. I was impressed by how long they lasted being happy little campers in the 101 degree heat at 8 in the evening. There were a few tears towards the end, but it turned into some silly pictures! Thank you so much Sara, Brittley, and Brayden for letting me photograph how lovely each of you truly are!
Inner Beauty
When I was growing up, my family lived just right across the pasture from my grandparents so I spent a lot of time at their house. One of my favorite memories spending time with them is playing "beauty shop." Each time I spent the night, my Granny would give me a bath, wash my hair, and tell me I couldn't go to bed with it wet because I would get sick. Looking back, I think this was just her wanting to sit with me and spend time brushing my dark, middle of the back length hair, which is a sweet thought. I would climb up on the counter, put my feet in the sink, and she would brush my hair while blowdrying it straight. I remember her telling me how beautiful I was and how I should never cut my hair because it was so long and thick. But what I remember most is what she told me once my hair was dry. She would turn me around and look me right in the eyes and say, "Remember, it doesn't matter what's on the outside, it matters what's on the inside." And of course, before she could finish the sentence, I would cut her off and finish it for her because I was so used to hearing it, but not knowing its entire meaning.
I am a nanny for a nine year old little boy. Most of my days are spent sweating while playing baseball with him, reminding him to flush the toilet, and watching lots of Disney channel. My days often start around 7 o'clock in the morning and don't end until 7 in the evening. Though the days are long and my patience is often tested, I absolutely love my job.
A few weeks ago, Zach and I were riding in the car. I was having a crazy few days, moving houses in College Station and having to make the trip three times in one week. I was so exhausted from getting up early to nanny that I just decided to not wear makeup during the day. If you know anything about me, this is a huge deal! As we drove to my house to get my makeup so that I could put my face on to go to LegoLand, so worried someone might see me without being fixed, I say to Zach, "Don't I look so different without makeup on?! Like, I'm about to go into my house, put it on, and come out looking like a different person." Sweet little Zach looked up at me and said, "Yeah, but you don't act different. You're the same even without makeup on. Wouldn't that be weird if you were different when you had make up on than if you weren't wearing any?" His simple words struck me so hard, took me back to all those times playing beauty shop in my Granny's bathroom. What she was teaching me then, is still true now! I struggle so much with being put together all the time. Not so much BEING put together, as LOOKING put together. Big difference. I am not together. No one is. When I look back on what I wanted to focus on this year, one of the things was inner beauty and where that comes from.
I'm here to tell you that it comes from a Creator that made me in His image. I'm here to post a vulnerable picture of what I look like before I "make up" myself. I am here to tell you that inner beauty is a thing. And that if you're reading this, I think that you are beautiful. But seriously, you are. Believe dat!
I am a nanny for a nine year old little boy. Most of my days are spent sweating while playing baseball with him, reminding him to flush the toilet, and watching lots of Disney channel. My days often start around 7 o'clock in the morning and don't end until 7 in the evening. Though the days are long and my patience is often tested, I absolutely love my job.
A few weeks ago, Zach and I were riding in the car. I was having a crazy few days, moving houses in College Station and having to make the trip three times in one week. I was so exhausted from getting up early to nanny that I just decided to not wear makeup during the day. If you know anything about me, this is a huge deal! As we drove to my house to get my makeup so that I could put my face on to go to LegoLand, so worried someone might see me without being fixed, I say to Zach, "Don't I look so different without makeup on?! Like, I'm about to go into my house, put it on, and come out looking like a different person." Sweet little Zach looked up at me and said, "Yeah, but you don't act different. You're the same even without makeup on. Wouldn't that be weird if you were different when you had make up on than if you weren't wearing any?" His simple words struck me so hard, took me back to all those times playing beauty shop in my Granny's bathroom. What she was teaching me then, is still true now! I struggle so much with being put together all the time. Not so much BEING put together, as LOOKING put together. Big difference. I am not together. No one is. When I look back on what I wanted to focus on this year, one of the things was inner beauty and where that comes from.
I'm here to tell you that it comes from a Creator that made me in His image. I'm here to post a vulnerable picture of what I look like before I "make up" myself. I am here to tell you that inner beauty is a thing. And that if you're reading this, I think that you are beautiful. But seriously, you are. Believe dat!
Blog Feature: Melissa Green
Although I do not know Melissa personally, I follow her on Instagram and am constantly inspired by her images. She is a wedding photographer based in Oklahoma, and boy is she talented! I emailed Melissa a while back to see if she would be interested in being featured on this little ol' blog of mine. She kindly obliged and I am so happy to share a little bit about her today. Without further ado, meet Melissa Green!
Name // Melissa Green
Age // 23
Location // Oklahoma City, OK
Occupation // Wedding and Portrait Photographer
Name // Melissa Green
Age // 23
Location // Oklahoma City, OK
Occupation // Wedding and Portrait Photographer
Tell us a little bit about YOU!
A little about me. I'm a passionate person . There's not too many grey areas with me. I love photography, people, Jesus, movies, and surprises. I love mornings, but am so not a morning person. I don't think too highly of myself so it really throws me off guard when someone says they 'admire' or are 'inspired by' me. Even with this blog feature! I'm incredibly humbled and honored to do it, but I just really am surprised by it. I love traveling, my boyfriend, dogs, and the mountains.
How did you get into photography?
I've always been the friend in my group with a camera, taking the candids or capturing any moment thats happening. I bought disposable cameras every week it felt like until I got a digital. I fell in love with depth of field and playing with it and eventually took an elective photography class my sophomore year of college. Once I learned the in's and out's of a DSLR and my professor encouraged me to run with it, I did just that . I quit school, moved to China for a semester, and came home confident I was supposed to do photography. And that's all I've done ever since.
Describe your perfect day.
Waking up and going to get an iced latte with my boyfriend at a nearby coffee shop, doing some editing or blogging or catching up with my favorite photographers for some inspiration. After that, heading home to do something productive- cleaning, laundry, more editing. Something so I can say I did something productive. haha . Lunch would be a picnic by the lake followed by a long walk or something somewhat active to burn off lunch. Shopping would probably happen at some point. Dinner at my favorite burger joint because I freaking love cheeseburgers + sweet potato fries. And probably end the day cuddled up next to my man with some wine and a good movie.
What are you listening to lately?
I have a really broad taste in music. I like just about everything. Since summer is approaching, country tunes are my jam while driving. But while editing or just hanging around the house, I like something more chill. Lord Huron's Radio channel on spottily is spot on.
Who/What inspires you most?
Traveling, Instagram, and pretty brides to be inspire me the most. Traveling inspires me because I get so excited to explore, and exploring makes me try new things with my camera, angles, and editing. Instagram inspires me because I follow a lot of super rad people that are somehow always up to something awesome and creative. Their creative juices ooze on their IG feed's for all of us to enjoy and I soak it up! Pretty brides to be inspire me to get creative when taking their pictures. Accessories such as floral crowns, a statement necklace, red nails or bright lipstick .. all of these get me going with bridal portraits!
What are you currently reading?
Currently reading Love & Respect by Dr. Eggerichs because I'm planning on getting married within the next year and I want to learn how to best love and respect him.
Have you always lived in Oklahoma & where else do you see yourself spending your life?
Yes, besides the 6 months I spent in China . I see myself moving to the west coast at some point hopefully soon! I'd also love to spend more time in Ireland and do some backpacking.
What trends are you into these days?
Florals, high waisted anything, long skirts with high slits, and always always sequins!
A little about me. I'm a passionate person . There's not too many grey areas with me. I love photography, people, Jesus, movies, and surprises. I love mornings, but am so not a morning person. I don't think too highly of myself so it really throws me off guard when someone says they 'admire' or are 'inspired by' me. Even with this blog feature! I'm incredibly humbled and honored to do it, but I just really am surprised by it. I love traveling, my boyfriend, dogs, and the mountains.
How did you get into photography?
I've always been the friend in my group with a camera, taking the candids or capturing any moment thats happening. I bought disposable cameras every week it felt like until I got a digital. I fell in love with depth of field and playing with it and eventually took an elective photography class my sophomore year of college. Once I learned the in's and out's of a DSLR and my professor encouraged me to run with it, I did just that . I quit school, moved to China for a semester, and came home confident I was supposed to do photography. And that's all I've done ever since.
Describe your perfect day.
Waking up and going to get an iced latte with my boyfriend at a nearby coffee shop, doing some editing or blogging or catching up with my favorite photographers for some inspiration. After that, heading home to do something productive- cleaning, laundry, more editing. Something so I can say I did something productive. haha . Lunch would be a picnic by the lake followed by a long walk or something somewhat active to burn off lunch. Shopping would probably happen at some point. Dinner at my favorite burger joint because I freaking love cheeseburgers + sweet potato fries. And probably end the day cuddled up next to my man with some wine and a good movie.
What are you listening to lately?
I have a really broad taste in music. I like just about everything. Since summer is approaching, country tunes are my jam while driving. But while editing or just hanging around the house, I like something more chill. Lord Huron's Radio channel on spottily is spot on.
Who/What inspires you most?
Traveling, Instagram, and pretty brides to be inspire me the most. Traveling inspires me because I get so excited to explore, and exploring makes me try new things with my camera, angles, and editing. Instagram inspires me because I follow a lot of super rad people that are somehow always up to something awesome and creative. Their creative juices ooze on their IG feed's for all of us to enjoy and I soak it up! Pretty brides to be inspire me to get creative when taking their pictures. Accessories such as floral crowns, a statement necklace, red nails or bright lipstick .. all of these get me going with bridal portraits!
What are you currently reading?
Currently reading Love & Respect by Dr. Eggerichs because I'm planning on getting married within the next year and I want to learn how to best love and respect him.
Have you always lived in Oklahoma & where else do you see yourself spending your life?
Yes, besides the 6 months I spent in China . I see myself moving to the west coast at some point hopefully soon! I'd also love to spend more time in Ireland and do some backpacking.
What trends are you into these days?
Florals, high waisted anything, long skirts with high slits, and always always sequins!
Huge thanks to Melissa for being so kind as to share a little part of herself with us!
If you'd like to follow Melissa's lovely work:
Insta: @melissagreenmachine
Website/Blog: www.melissagreenphotography.com
If you'd like to follow Melissa's lovely work:
Insta: @melissagreenmachine
Website/Blog: www.melissagreenphotography.com
A Trip to the Dirty Sherm
After school was out and I got home from College Station, I decided I missed my soon-to-be roommate Bailey too much, so I decided to make a trip to Sherman to see her. We had the best time hanging out with her new pup Levi, strolling around downtown, and eating at the delicious City Limits. Naturally, while we were downtown, we did a tiny bit of shooting. I am grateful for a friend like Bailey & that we can encourage each other and grow together as we venture into photography. Thanks for a fun filled day, Olive!
I hope your day is as fierce as Bailey's face in these photos.
Little Lovin'
I think I'm more stressed than I've ever been. I have a huge weekend coming up, it's going to be so busy and there will be lots of driving involved & I haaaaaate driving. School is hard. And this morning when I woke up at 6:30, I wasn't too joyful about a long work day. But then these pictures happened. And I remembered what a joy it is to invest in these kiddos lives. And how blessed I am to have a family in College Station that takes me in as their own when I have no time to go home and see my own. Beyond grateful today.
Can't get away with out a few iPhone snaps. This guy asked me if he could have three chocolate chips at 8:30 this morning. Just three. And of course he could. I would be the worst if I said no!
I hope you are having the happiest of all the Wednesday's ever!
You're Welcome.
So, I'm starting a new thing on the blog. I think my friends are great and I want you to know them, so each week I will introduce you to someone new. Today is a special one! I love telling people the way Ben and I met, as if it's some crazy love story! My high school best friend, Kristen, went to a private school during her middle school years- the same school as Ben. When we were sophomores in high school, said private school had a dance and Kristen thought it would be fun and silly to go to it, sneak me in, and see all of her old middle school friends. If you know anything about me, you know that I would NEVER pass up an opportunity to dance the night away, even with complete strangers. Now, let me just say, I love Jesus, but this school dance was probably not where my dance moves belonged. Kristen introduces me to Ben, who at the time had burgundy hair & informed me that he had been sent to the principal multiple times where she told him "burgundy is not a natural hair color that is on a birth certificate." YEESH. As if his crazy hair wasn't enough of an indicator of best friendship, we proceeded to drop it like its hot. Then, Ben and I decided it would be a really great idea to get up on stage and dance for everyone to Party In The U.S.A. The chaperones weren't feelin' that AT ALL and quickly made it clear that we were not supposed to be doing that. And basically, the rest is history. We've been grindin' ever since...
Name// Ben Meyerdirk
Age// 20
Location// Denton, TX.
Occupation// Pastry Cook at Ravelin Bakery
Name// Ben Meyerdirk
Age// 20
Location// Denton, TX.
Occupation// Pastry Cook at Ravelin Bakery
What inspires your daily life?
Talk about a broad question, especially when there are so many inspiring things in everyday life. Some things that keep me inspired are achromatic colors, neoclassical buildings, thrift stores, outgoing personalities, and free spirits.
What are you listening to lately?
I like to tell myself I’m pretty well rounded when it comes to my music selection, then I remember I’m not a fan of country or rap music, so I guess I’m not THAT well rounded after all. Recently I’m really hooked on Deptford Goth, (currently listening, you have to look them up) White Hinterland, Miike Snow, and Bastille.
What are you most passionate about?
Baking is something that I’ve always had a passion for. Since I work as a pastry cook currently, I get to fuel my passion everyday I walk into work, talk about blessed. Architectural design is another major aspect of my life; my idea of fun is sketching buildings and rooms. I love designing a space that creates an atmosphere that draws you in.
Tell us about your career now & your dreams for the future.
My career currently is such a dream; everyday I get to bake cakes, breads, pies, and all things delicious. I’m also a full time art and design student at UNT, so that helps keep me busy as well. Future career dreams include being a successful and accomplished architect (preferably in Seattle) designing luxury homes and office buildings.
If you could be any animal what animal would you be & why?
Obviously I would be a Chupacabra, except, #NAHHH. I think if I could be any animal I would be an otter. Think about it, otters just swim around, lounge in the sun, and snuggle with their pals all day long. So basically, if you don’t want to be an otter, you’re probably not a real human being.
Where could we find you in your free time?
Okay stalker… You could probably find me in a coffee shop with a chai latte and a sketchbook. Also, I like to hike and go into the woods and clear my thoughts. Occasionally you could find me sprawled out on a blanket in the sun. Last but not least, you could find me in the kitchen baking something/filming my audition tape for The Biggest Loser.
Talk about a broad question, especially when there are so many inspiring things in everyday life. Some things that keep me inspired are achromatic colors, neoclassical buildings, thrift stores, outgoing personalities, and free spirits.
What are you listening to lately?
I like to tell myself I’m pretty well rounded when it comes to my music selection, then I remember I’m not a fan of country or rap music, so I guess I’m not THAT well rounded after all. Recently I’m really hooked on Deptford Goth, (currently listening, you have to look them up) White Hinterland, Miike Snow, and Bastille.
What are you most passionate about?
Baking is something that I’ve always had a passion for. Since I work as a pastry cook currently, I get to fuel my passion everyday I walk into work, talk about blessed. Architectural design is another major aspect of my life; my idea of fun is sketching buildings and rooms. I love designing a space that creates an atmosphere that draws you in.
Tell us about your career now & your dreams for the future.
My career currently is such a dream; everyday I get to bake cakes, breads, pies, and all things delicious. I’m also a full time art and design student at UNT, so that helps keep me busy as well. Future career dreams include being a successful and accomplished architect (preferably in Seattle) designing luxury homes and office buildings.
If you could be any animal what animal would you be & why?
Obviously I would be a Chupacabra, except, #NAHHH. I think if I could be any animal I would be an otter. Think about it, otters just swim around, lounge in the sun, and snuggle with their pals all day long. So basically, if you don’t want to be an otter, you’re probably not a real human being.
Where could we find you in your free time?
Okay stalker… You could probably find me in a coffee shop with a chai latte and a sketchbook. Also, I like to hike and go into the woods and clear my thoughts. Occasionally you could find me sprawled out on a blanket in the sun. Last but not least, you could find me in the kitchen baking something/filming my audition tape for The Biggest Loser.
Ben is the most creative person I know. He's genuine, hilarious, stylish, and an all around real good time. It brings me great joy to call you friend, Benjamin Kyle!
To follow his selfie explosions on insta:
@b_meyerdirk
And in celebration of our fourth friendaversary this month...
To follow his selfie explosions on insta:
@b_meyerdirk
And in celebration of our fourth friendaversary this month...
Farewell, March!
This weekend was such a sweet, sweet time! I got to see some of my favorite hometown faces, see Pat Green in concert, do some shopping, do a little nannying, and take some pictures. It was the best way to say goodbye to the month.
To end the weekend, I tagged along with Bailey as she took pictures of our friend, Nicole. Nicole worked it, naturally. She's just as sweet as she is cute. Tagging along turned into me just snapping pictures of Bailey doin' her thang.
And since Nicole is so precious, I couldn't help but snap some candids of her when she took posing breaks!
I truly hope everyone had the happiest last weekend of March! There will be a few more posts this week & I am so excited about it!
If you are reading this, I am grateful for you.
If you are reading this, I am grateful for you.
Say hello to Bailey!
Hi friends! Today, it's my pleasure to introduce you to one of my favorite friends I have here in College Station! She's as cute as a button and makes me laugh like nobody's business. I call her Olive, but you can call her Bailey. I met Bailey through Artists. If I'm being honest, the first time I saw her I knew we would be besties. However, her first ever words to me were "Oh my gosh, you are so short. Like I turned to talk to you and had to look down because I couldn't see you. Oh wow. I'm so sorry, I hope that doesn't offend you." ...Something along those lines. I loved it. She said exactly what she was thinking and that was the moment I knew. Instant friendship. We got to know a little bit about each other on a drive to a retreat where she ended up leaving early and I too thought I was going to because my foot felt like it was going to fall off after being stung by a scorpion. Super fun weekend. Get to know Miss Bailey, y'all.
Name// Bailey Auten
Age// 20
Location// College Station, Tx (gig em, ags!)
Occupation// Nanny & shop keep at florist in town
Age// 20
Location// College Station, Tx (gig em, ags!)
Occupation// Nanny & shop keep at florist in town
What inspires you daily?
Beauty in nature. I am constantly seeking a beautiful sunset, tree line, or of course my favorite, FLOWERS. As I see the beauty in nature I am reminded of the goodness that is everywhere, (especially on days when I am around people and want to punch them in the face, because I am annoyed… it’s honest hour, right?) but yes, most definitely nature inspires me, day in and day out.
Where could I find you on your day off or on the weekends?
Chillin’ hard, putting off all of the homework and studying I have for the week to come, spending my time with wonderful friends and sometimes family—when I am able to get home, watching movies, and for sure taking pictures as much as I can!
Who is your biggest role model or someone you look up to?
Aside from the obvious—my dad, who is literally the greatest person in my life, and someone I look up to in seriously every aspect, one of my biggest role models is Kristen Wiig. When it comes to funny jokes and silly impressions with the craziest of voices (two things that I absolutely love to do) Kristen is the best of the best, and one day I would love to be on SNL like her making people laugh and laughing along with them. Laughter is definitely one of my favorite things in life.
What is your favorite coffee drink?
If you consider Dr. Pepper a coffee drink, then that. About 3 times a day please.
Where would you like to be in 10 years?
Full-time wedding florist and photographer—enjoying time contributing to others special days with the ones they love. Having a family of my own. Serving others with a full heart for the Lord. Breaking necks and taking names. And obviously, making jokes.
What is a trend you are currently into?
Well, seeing as we are moving from winter to spring (waaahh, winter is my favorite season to wear the cutest clothes), I’m breaking out the colors, which are few and far between in my closet. I guess the newest trend that I am sporting and will continue to wear more, are knee length and maxi length skirts. I have also been wearing a lot of headbands mixed with braids, so… those are my current “trendy” favorites.
What are you listening to lately?
Hmmmmm… wide variety of things. I have been pretty into Paramore as of late, along with some country (LIKE WHAT… HAHA), love me some Hillsong (the White Album is legit) as well as All Sons & Daughters (which I am teaching myself on piano), and who can resist a lil’ Frozen soundtrack in their lives. Just to mention a few!
What are you most passionate about?
I love photography and flowers more than most things, which is why I want to have a career that intertwines both. But I am so very passionate about ending modern day slavery. From slave labor to sex trafficking, there is a need for people to know about the issue. Many people don’t realize there are more slaves in the world today than there have ever been before—29.3 million. So my passion is just getting the word out, allowing us to all work together to be a force for good and ending this issue together. I’d love to answer any questions you might have about the topic.
If you could eat one food for the rest of your life what would it be?
This is a tough one, I love all food. Chicken is a good pick, because you can make it many different ways and it’s always just so good. Or bread… bread is a wonderful thing. Dry or with dips, toasted or regular. Anyway bread is eaten, it is a delicious meal.
Beauty in nature. I am constantly seeking a beautiful sunset, tree line, or of course my favorite, FLOWERS. As I see the beauty in nature I am reminded of the goodness that is everywhere, (especially on days when I am around people and want to punch them in the face, because I am annoyed… it’s honest hour, right?) but yes, most definitely nature inspires me, day in and day out.
Where could I find you on your day off or on the weekends?
Chillin’ hard, putting off all of the homework and studying I have for the week to come, spending my time with wonderful friends and sometimes family—when I am able to get home, watching movies, and for sure taking pictures as much as I can!
Who is your biggest role model or someone you look up to?
Aside from the obvious—my dad, who is literally the greatest person in my life, and someone I look up to in seriously every aspect, one of my biggest role models is Kristen Wiig. When it comes to funny jokes and silly impressions with the craziest of voices (two things that I absolutely love to do) Kristen is the best of the best, and one day I would love to be on SNL like her making people laugh and laughing along with them. Laughter is definitely one of my favorite things in life.
What is your favorite coffee drink?
If you consider Dr. Pepper a coffee drink, then that. About 3 times a day please.
Where would you like to be in 10 years?
Full-time wedding florist and photographer—enjoying time contributing to others special days with the ones they love. Having a family of my own. Serving others with a full heart for the Lord. Breaking necks and taking names. And obviously, making jokes.
What is a trend you are currently into?
Well, seeing as we are moving from winter to spring (waaahh, winter is my favorite season to wear the cutest clothes), I’m breaking out the colors, which are few and far between in my closet. I guess the newest trend that I am sporting and will continue to wear more, are knee length and maxi length skirts. I have also been wearing a lot of headbands mixed with braids, so… those are my current “trendy” favorites.
What are you listening to lately?
Hmmmmm… wide variety of things. I have been pretty into Paramore as of late, along with some country (LIKE WHAT… HAHA), love me some Hillsong (the White Album is legit) as well as All Sons & Daughters (which I am teaching myself on piano), and who can resist a lil’ Frozen soundtrack in their lives. Just to mention a few!
What are you most passionate about?
I love photography and flowers more than most things, which is why I want to have a career that intertwines both. But I am so very passionate about ending modern day slavery. From slave labor to sex trafficking, there is a need for people to know about the issue. Many people don’t realize there are more slaves in the world today than there have ever been before—29.3 million. So my passion is just getting the word out, allowing us to all work together to be a force for good and ending this issue together. I’d love to answer any questions you might have about the topic.
If you could eat one food for the rest of your life what would it be?
This is a tough one, I love all food. Chicken is a good pick, because you can make it many different ways and it’s always just so good. Or bread… bread is a wonderful thing. Dry or with dips, toasted or regular. Anyway bread is eaten, it is a delicious meal.
I am "so friggin" grateful for your friendship, Olive! (Kristen Wiig voice) You are a gem.
If you know what's good for ya, you will follow the always witty Bailey on social media!
instagram: @bailey_auten
twitter: @baileyauten
blog: baileyauten.weebly.com
If you know what's good for ya, you will follow the always witty Bailey on social media!
instagram: @bailey_auten
twitter: @baileyauten
blog: baileyauten.weebly.com
Life As Of Lately...
The blawg has been a little silent lately, but I promise to be back this week. For now, I'll leave you with some snapshots of the happs of my life this past week!
Austin, Texas over the weekend//photography intern inspiration//enjoying the most thoughtful gift, while sporting some battle wounds.
More later, I hope everyone is doing so wonderful. I love y'all.
Austin, Texas over the weekend//photography intern inspiration//enjoying the most thoughtful gift, while sporting some battle wounds.
More later, I hope everyone is doing so wonderful. I love y'all.
All The Happy Things
My heart is full.
Thoughts On Finishing The Race
Yesterday I shared my journey to a wonderful opportunity I'm embracing these days. As 2014 started and I went through Laura Casey's Making Things Happen process, I remember really focusing on the dreams I had for myself, specifically photography. It had been something I was passionate about since my sophomore year in high school, but never fully pursued. I would just dabble, and by that I mean do "photo shoots" of my friend Kristen, sometimes with my camera on auto mode and hope I could edit them to look like a real photographer took them. How embarrassing. Oh how my brain works sometimes... When I moved in with my roommates, one of the first nights we stayed together in our house, we made predictions for each other- what we thought each other would do throughout the semester. A little bit of a back story, I did not know my roommates from adam when I signed the lease to our house. That is a story for another day, but when we made these predictions, we had only "known" each other a couple of short weeks- and that's being generous. To the left is a picture of what their predictions were for me.
In case you can't read them, they were:
In case you can't read them, they were:
- Artists
- Central Baptist
- Job with kids
- Sluttin' it up! (JUST KIDDING)
- Turn down lots of boys
- Learn something new (instrument, language)
Please disregard the vulgar one- a joke from the sassy Hayley Anderson! It's just funny and crazy to me that from not really knowing what I was about, they knew exactly what I was about. Okay, maybe not the turning down lots of boys. That's not even a thing, but I mean it definitely made me feel good about myself haha! Are you allowed to put "haha" in a blog post? I don't even know the rules of the blogging world. I also think I might have ADD or ADHD, whichever is the one where you ramble and lose your train of thought more often than not. But they were spot on about Artists. As school started, a lot of the people I met were encouraging me to apply for an organization called Artists. Artists is a student led organization on A&M campus that exists to glorify God through creative endeavors. So, whether that be music, painting, drawing, singing, photography, whatever your medium. I ended up applying and soon became part of the organization. Through Artists, I've met wonderful friends but more than that, it has encouraged me to pursue photography. It was the best feeling being able to meet each week with a group of people that were so passionate about creating. Even though I already knew how to play ukulele before being in Artists (shout out to my Polish friend Falyn!) I will include it because I often brought it to meetings/retreats to play with friendly friends!
The Central Baptist prediction is neat because even though I didn't attend church there last semester, it's where I met Shauna- my now boss. And of course the job with kids, also comes with meeting her. The past few weeks after getting the job, I was still struggling with whether or not to stay in school. I knew I would be learning a great amount of information about the business side of things first hand. And I knew that the images I took would improve as I continued to learn from Shauna's mad skills! So why did I even need college anymore? I decided to just casually mention it to college graduate boss lady and see what she had to say. She's so wise and so honest. And honesty is something I long for every person to have when I am talking with them. I'm very "straight to the point" and a "what you see is what you get" type of person, so I always want others to be that way with me. She said something that was so true and powerful and deep, even though she would probably deny all of those adjectives. She told me that the race had to be finished. It just had to. And that doesn't mean it had to be finished here in College Station, but that it had to be finished. And that's all I needed to hear. Everyone wants someone to tell them what they want to hear. And not to say that what my dad had been telling me wasn't helpful. But sometimes I need tough love. That's what Shauna did. She told me that quitting was not an option, she reminded me that just because I don't like the season that I am in does not mean I give up on the dream that awaits. She reminded me of the word fortitude (one tree hill reference, anyone?) and what it means. The mental and emotional strength in facing difficulty, adversity, danger, or temptation courageously. COURAGEOUSLY. I don't like the season that I am in being in school, I don't like that I'm in a stupid government class that I am not passionate about and will not help me at all with the degree path that I am deciding to take, and that I make bad grades because I'm not passionate about what I am learning. But I have to face that with fortitude. After our lovely visit that I took SO MUCH away from, we decided to do a little interning.
The Central Baptist prediction is neat because even though I didn't attend church there last semester, it's where I met Shauna- my now boss. And of course the job with kids, also comes with meeting her. The past few weeks after getting the job, I was still struggling with whether or not to stay in school. I knew I would be learning a great amount of information about the business side of things first hand. And I knew that the images I took would improve as I continued to learn from Shauna's mad skills! So why did I even need college anymore? I decided to just casually mention it to college graduate boss lady and see what she had to say. She's so wise and so honest. And honesty is something I long for every person to have when I am talking with them. I'm very "straight to the point" and a "what you see is what you get" type of person, so I always want others to be that way with me. She said something that was so true and powerful and deep, even though she would probably deny all of those adjectives. She told me that the race had to be finished. It just had to. And that doesn't mean it had to be finished here in College Station, but that it had to be finished. And that's all I needed to hear. Everyone wants someone to tell them what they want to hear. And not to say that what my dad had been telling me wasn't helpful. But sometimes I need tough love. That's what Shauna did. She told me that quitting was not an option, she reminded me that just because I don't like the season that I am in does not mean I give up on the dream that awaits. She reminded me of the word fortitude (one tree hill reference, anyone?) and what it means. The mental and emotional strength in facing difficulty, adversity, danger, or temptation courageously. COURAGEOUSLY. I don't like the season that I am in being in school, I don't like that I'm in a stupid government class that I am not passionate about and will not help me at all with the degree path that I am deciding to take, and that I make bad grades because I'm not passionate about what I am learning. But I have to face that with fortitude. After our lovely visit that I took SO MUCH away from, we decided to do a little interning.
As we went into Shauna's office, she told me that she was going to push me to be the best I could be. And that it was going to be hard, but that I was going to create something amazing. I was already encouraged by her simple but direct words. She told me to go in the other room and write down a list of goals. Long term life goals, long term business goals, and internship goals. And if you can last a few more paragraphs, I'd like to share them with ya!
Long Term Life Goals
Long Term Business Goals:
Internship Goals:
I'm so thankful for a boss who encourages me to set goals for myself and believes I can achieve them. I'll leave you with a quote from a great book, Bittersweet.
Long Term Life Goals
- I will be intentional in my relationships.
- I will choose gratitude, joy, and embrace eucharisteo in the messy times.
- I will hold myself to a standard of grace, not perfection.
- I will focus on self worth and where that comes from
- I will have social media free weekends, so that I live fully in the present.
- I will choose to be content and enjoy every season of life.
Long Term Business Goals:
- I will shoot for ME at least once a month, no matter how busy or crazy life is.
- I will be fearless in how, who, and what I photograph. I will not overthink what I'm drawn to, I will follow my instincts.
- I will create boundaries for both my professional and personal life.
- I will shoot in manual confidently.
- I will be wise with the money that I make.
- I will be organized.
Internship Goals:
- I will be intentional about creating often.
- I will work hard and try new things with boldness.
- I will absorb and produce the information I have learned.
- I will step outside my comfort zone.
- I will create often and find inspiration daily.
I'm so thankful for a boss who encourages me to set goals for myself and believes I can achieve them. I'll leave you with a quote from a great book, Bittersweet.
"Do the work, learn the skills, and make art, because of what the act of creation will create in you."
Create something lovely today, friends!
Create something lovely today, friends!
A Look Into The Real Mind
After a long, eventful weekend in New Orleans, I woke up this morning feeling sick. Part of it could be because it was sunny and seventy-five in Nola and it's in the twenties here in College Station. I have the absolute worst immune system and my body cannot handle changes like that. Or it could just be because it is cold in general. I'm pretty dramatic, so when the weather is bipolar, I too become bipolar with my emotions. A terrible quality, really. Anyway, today as I was trying to snooze all my cares away, I couldn't because I kept thinking about this blog post. I don't even know what I am supposed to say, but I feel like a lot of the time my posts aren't as personal as they could be. I think I put on this facade that everything is happy town usa, when really, it's not. So, today I'm just going to let my little freshly manicured fingers type away at whatever is on my heart. Get ready for the real MC, people! Yeesh.
Last fall was my first semester in College Station. I had previously gone to Mary Hardin-Baylor in Belton, America and decided that it was just not where I wanted, nor where I felt I should be. I decided to transfer and while I have had so much fun getting to meet new people, experience tradition like no where else, and enjoy organizations that fit me to a tee, I still just didn't feel like this is where I was supposed to be. However, you have to understand that I didn't want to attend college when I graduated. I just thought that was something everyone did after high school, right? And I knew it was not an option to not go as far as my family was concerned. I'm really not good at school- I don't make good grades, I have to try much harder than other people for those. I just have absolutely no desire to do the whole college education thing. Last semester, I was working as a tutor (ironically enough, after the brains I just told you I had) for a sixth grade girl. I was excited about the job, clearly not because of the tutoring part, but because upon meeting this girls mother, I quickly realized that she was adopted and that her mother was a much bigger fan of her son than the daughter I would be working with. I guess "excited" isn't the best word to use here, but I really felt like the Lord had placed me here for a reason. I really cherished my time with her, encouraging her and focusing more on confidence than long division most days. After a few weeks, I received a random email from her mother stating that they would no longer be needing me, it was nothing that I did or did not do, but they were seeking other options for her daughter. I was so saddened by this, not only because that was my only source of income, but mostly because I loved my afternoons spent with Lily.
I lost that job around the same time that I was dead set on quitting school- not going back spring semester. I did not want to move home, but where ever I moved, I would be a full time nanny while building a photography business. Since, ya know, I have all this money and business experience. Wow, great plan MC... Luckily, I have a wonderful father that encouraged me to pursue my dreams even when he knew my plan would never work. He has this really great parenting skill where he tells me that he will support me in whatever I do, but then reminds me of all the reasons why my plan will never work. He is the type of parent that fully believes the best way to learn is by messing up. And I love that about him. So, I end up registering for spring classes before going home for Christmas break. At this point, I had been out a job for two whole months. How I survived that? I had a gracious Dad who helped me out until I found a job that could pay my bills again. Anyway, Christmas break was wonderful. I come back to College Station a week early to get a head start on applying for jobs before everyone came back to school. Because if you know anything about CSTAT, it's that the town is way overpopulated with college students. I've really never seen so many in my life. Which makes sense for the next part of the story- I think I might have applied to every single restaurant, business, bank, clothing store, coffee shop, campus, babysitting jobs, etc. Out of all the places I applied, I got two interviews. And from those two interviews, two second interviews, and then no calls. I was so discouraged because I had gone in thinking it would be so easy to get a job! Like hello, I am such a happy, smiley, people person! Anyone would be crazy not to hire me, right? WRONG. Little did I know, the perfect job was just right around the corner. The story gets happy, friends! Also, if you have made it this far, you deserve all the pink pancakes in the world. You're a rockstar for reading this long, boring post about my struggle of a life. I love pink pancakes.
So, rewind a little bit. Before I left for Christmas break, I had heard this lady speak at a college girls conference at a local church here in College Station. One of my roommates is the college intern for the church and had told me, "Hey, you should meet this speaker lady. She is a photographer and really good or something? She's about to move to the area!" So long story short, I go up and meet her before the conference, we realize that she is friends with my youth pastor from high school. Random because I was super close with my youth pastors family all through my high school years. I end up emailing her that week and saying that I was interested in being her intern if that is even something that she is in need of after they move. She emails back saying yes and to email her after Christmas since they were gearing up for the holidays, a move, and she had also just had a baby. Crazy times. Fast forward to January. Y'all. I had sent her emails all throughout January and into February. She was so slow to get back to me and I had basically lost all hope at this point. My dad was still being all things wonderful and encouraging me and praying for me, all those good things Dads do. It wasn't until a couple of weeks ago that I got an email saying something along the lines of, "We are a mess. Here is my address, come by tomorrow evening around 4." Done! Literally canceling all plans, school work, whatever, to meet with this big time photographer lady that I could only dream to work with. I end up going to her house, meeting her husband and precious kiddos, spending the whole afternoon laughing, and admiring her very quirky, vintage farmhouse.
I end up not only getting to be her photography intern, but also her nanny! This was literally a dream come true. Like y'all don't even know. My job was about to be the two things that I am the most passionate about in the whole entire world- photography and children. I leave her house feeling like I was on top of the world. I call my parents almost in tears because I am so excited! (Earlier when I said I was dramatic, I meant it.) I probably said the words "oh em gee" one thousand times. Weirdo.
Throughout this whole season, I was doubtful, frustrated, angry, tired, anxious, and in the end the Lord proved to be faithful. And it's funny because there has never been a time that He hasn't been faithful. So why would I even worry? Because I'm human and I want to constantly control the situations I'm placed in. But I'm grateful that the Lord knows better than me, that he would put me through trials to make me stronger and rely on Him more. And I'm grateful for the person that read this whole post. I hope in some way it encouraged you. Check back tomorrow for a post about my new job, my new boss, and all things happy.
I lost that job around the same time that I was dead set on quitting school- not going back spring semester. I did not want to move home, but where ever I moved, I would be a full time nanny while building a photography business. Since, ya know, I have all this money and business experience. Wow, great plan MC... Luckily, I have a wonderful father that encouraged me to pursue my dreams even when he knew my plan would never work. He has this really great parenting skill where he tells me that he will support me in whatever I do, but then reminds me of all the reasons why my plan will never work. He is the type of parent that fully believes the best way to learn is by messing up. And I love that about him. So, I end up registering for spring classes before going home for Christmas break. At this point, I had been out a job for two whole months. How I survived that? I had a gracious Dad who helped me out until I found a job that could pay my bills again. Anyway, Christmas break was wonderful. I come back to College Station a week early to get a head start on applying for jobs before everyone came back to school. Because if you know anything about CSTAT, it's that the town is way overpopulated with college students. I've really never seen so many in my life. Which makes sense for the next part of the story- I think I might have applied to every single restaurant, business, bank, clothing store, coffee shop, campus, babysitting jobs, etc. Out of all the places I applied, I got two interviews. And from those two interviews, two second interviews, and then no calls. I was so discouraged because I had gone in thinking it would be so easy to get a job! Like hello, I am such a happy, smiley, people person! Anyone would be crazy not to hire me, right? WRONG. Little did I know, the perfect job was just right around the corner. The story gets happy, friends! Also, if you have made it this far, you deserve all the pink pancakes in the world. You're a rockstar for reading this long, boring post about my struggle of a life. I love pink pancakes.
So, rewind a little bit. Before I left for Christmas break, I had heard this lady speak at a college girls conference at a local church here in College Station. One of my roommates is the college intern for the church and had told me, "Hey, you should meet this speaker lady. She is a photographer and really good or something? She's about to move to the area!" So long story short, I go up and meet her before the conference, we realize that she is friends with my youth pastor from high school. Random because I was super close with my youth pastors family all through my high school years. I end up emailing her that week and saying that I was interested in being her intern if that is even something that she is in need of after they move. She emails back saying yes and to email her after Christmas since they were gearing up for the holidays, a move, and she had also just had a baby. Crazy times. Fast forward to January. Y'all. I had sent her emails all throughout January and into February. She was so slow to get back to me and I had basically lost all hope at this point. My dad was still being all things wonderful and encouraging me and praying for me, all those good things Dads do. It wasn't until a couple of weeks ago that I got an email saying something along the lines of, "We are a mess. Here is my address, come by tomorrow evening around 4." Done! Literally canceling all plans, school work, whatever, to meet with this big time photographer lady that I could only dream to work with. I end up going to her house, meeting her husband and precious kiddos, spending the whole afternoon laughing, and admiring her very quirky, vintage farmhouse.
I end up not only getting to be her photography intern, but also her nanny! This was literally a dream come true. Like y'all don't even know. My job was about to be the two things that I am the most passionate about in the whole entire world- photography and children. I leave her house feeling like I was on top of the world. I call my parents almost in tears because I am so excited! (Earlier when I said I was dramatic, I meant it.) I probably said the words "oh em gee" one thousand times. Weirdo.
Throughout this whole season, I was doubtful, frustrated, angry, tired, anxious, and in the end the Lord proved to be faithful. And it's funny because there has never been a time that He hasn't been faithful. So why would I even worry? Because I'm human and I want to constantly control the situations I'm placed in. But I'm grateful that the Lord knows better than me, that he would put me through trials to make me stronger and rely on Him more. And I'm grateful for the person that read this whole post. I hope in some way it encouraged you. Check back tomorrow for a post about my new job, my new boss, and all things happy.
If I could hug you, I would do it right now.
"If you can't be good, be good at it!"
I spent the weekend in New Orleans celebrating Mardi Gras. It was my first time to Louisiana and I would say it was well spent! My friend Ashley's family is from New Orleans. She was born and raised there but has since moved to Houston, Texas and now goes to school with me in College Station. Her family is so passionate about the Mardi Gras tradition, so my stay was nothing short of celebratory! We stayed with her Puerto Rican grandmother who is as loud and dramatic as they come- I absolutely adored her! Throughout our three night stay, we visited the lake, went into a beautiful Cathedral where Ashley's parents were married, saw where the levee broke from hurricane Katrina, saw men who were ripped do unexplainable tricks on the concrete, experienced Bourbon Street, saw parades galore, went to the French Quarter, ate beignets, listened to live music, caught beads (but not for the reason you are thinking), gained ten pounds from eating the most delicious food, sipped on refreshing drinks, and people watched because Mardi Gras has the best people watching around!
Apparently, when I am excited, I open my mouth...
Good times were had in NOLA this weekend. Glad I have a friend like Ashley- she's my soul sista. Wishing everyone a great start to a new week! Love each of you a lot.
Well, hey there, stranger...
It has been a minute or two since my last post! I am back though. Refreshed and ready to get back in the groove of things. The past two months have been...messy. While they haven't been easy, I am learning that they were so incredibly worth it. I think I might have learned more in the last two months than I have my whole life. Okay, probably not. But, it's been such a season of growth, that's for sure. I have so much to tell all of you and I can't wait to share my heart soon! Today, I thought I'd keep it light and just stick with some pictures. Over the weekend, my friend Bailey (who blogs at Wildly Wandering, check her out- she's legit) and I went downtown. We spent the whole day taking pictures, talking about big someday dreams, and laughed more than our bellies could handle. Happy to call you friend, Olive. You're truly lovely.
I hope your weekend was as jolly as mine was, friends!
That's What She Said
When I wrote down what I wanted 2014 to look like, one of the things I jotted down was self-worth. I wanted to focus on my own self-worth and where it comes from. Last year, a friend of mine introduced me to Darling Magazine. Darling is incredible, they do a really wonderful job building women up rather than tearing them down like magazines often do. They also have a website with daily post for each lady love with different interests- obsessed! Below is a picture from their website of their mission statement. I absolutely love what they are about and what they promote!
Over the weekend I watched this video. Such an encouragement! It's the worst not feeling good enough, but there's something reassuring about being all in it together, yeah? The question asked in the video is when you feel most beautiful. For me, I feel most beautiful when I'm loving on others in some way. Whether that be helping someone, sending a letter just to say you're thinking about them, doing a random act of kindness, whatever it looks like.
I hope wherever you are today, you truly, truly know that you are so beautiful. That you were created by a Maker who cares for you immensely, one that knitted you together when you were in the womb! CRAZY. One that says you are fearfully and wonderfully made. I don't know about you, but that makes me feel pretty darn special.
When do you feel most beautiful?
When do you feel most beautiful?
Making Thing Happen: Part 3
I am so excited to continue this series! I am looking forward to continually being inspired to make 2014 what I desire it to be. We last looked at what your vision for 2014 looks like. Today, we are looking at how to make that vision come to life.
Make a list of all the things that are holding you back (or could potentially hold you back) from making this vision coming to life this year. Make a list of things you are saying NO to in 2014.
What are you saying YES to more often in order to make your vision come to life?
A bonus step after you complete steps 1-8. Pick a word for 2014. What really resonates with you for the coming year?
What are your goals for 2014?
This is the last post on MTH for the blog, but I hope you continue to follow along with Laura Casey's website! Happy Wednesday, folks!
Make a list of all the things that are holding you back (or could potentially hold you back) from making this vision coming to life this year. Make a list of things you are saying NO to in 2014.
- I am saying no to being a people pleaser.
- I am saying no to those doubts that say I am incapable.
- I am saying no to negativity.
- I am saying no to laziness.
- I am saying no to perfection.
- I am saying no to discouragement.
- I am saying no to fear.
- I am saying no to being “too busy.”
- I am saying no to selfishness.
- I am saying no to worry.
- I am saying no to staying up late.
- I am saying no to impatience.
- I am saying no to procrastination.
- I am saying no to speaking before thinking.
- I am saying no to distractions.
- I am saying no to wishful thinking/comparison.
- I am saying no to being dependent.
- I am saying no to low self-confidence.
- I am saying no to spending so much money.
- I am saying no to discontentment.
What are you saying YES to more often in order to make your vision come to life?
- I am saying yes to what I want for myself.
- I am saying yes to being able.
- I am saying yes to positivity.
- I am saying yes to being active.
- I am saying yes to grace.
- I am saying yes to encouragement.
- I am saying yes to fearlessness.
- I am saying yes to making time.
- I am saying yes to selflessness.
- I am saying yes to prayer.
- I am saying yes to getting to bed early.
- I am saying yes to patience.
- I am saying yes to getting things done in a timely manner.
- I am saying yes to listening.
- I am saying yes to social media free weekends.
- I am saying yes to being fully present in every season.
- I am saying yes to being independent.
- I am saying yes to knowing my worth and where it comes from.
- I am saying yes to saving money.
- I am saying yes to contentment.
A bonus step after you complete steps 1-8. Pick a word for 2014. What really resonates with you for the coming year?
- INTENTIONAL: I want to be so intentional with everything I do. Whether that be in my education, in the decisions I make, or in the words that I speak. I want there to be intentionality in 2014.
What are your goals for 2014?
- I want to seek out physical inspiration and photograph that inspiration at least once a week.
- I want to be more intentional about blogging.
- I want to become active.
- I want to continue to journal things that brought me joy every day.
- I want to be humble and LEARN a lot this year.
- I want to start saving money for a special trip I would like to take.
- I want to be consistent with putting others before myself. Their needs and wants. To be more of an encouragement. Be more intentional in my friendships, new and old.
- I want to live with less. I want to simplify.
- I want to create often.
- I want to focus more on self worth and where that comes from.
- I want to share Christ with more people this year.
This is the last post on MTH for the blog, but I hope you continue to follow along with Laura Casey's website! Happy Wednesday, folks!
January Goals
Long time no see, blog friends! December was full, very, very full. It was eventful, exciting, and just incredibly full. I am more than thrilled to be back in College Station after being home for over a month. Today, it's time to set goals for January. Let's go ahead and look back on December goals.
December could have been better on the accomplished goals, but I am not going to be upset about it because the whole month was a real blast! It was great to be home and spend time with friends and family that I don't get to see very often.
January Goals:
Happy January, friends- a month with one of my favorite days of the year! ;)
- Finalize plans for Summer 2014.
- Start running three times a week like I've "been meaning to" since school started.
- Attend three tacky Christmas sweater parties with organizations at school: So much fun! The holiday season is by far my favorite, and this Christmas was a fun one!
- Finalize details with an exciting job for next semester.
- Start Laura Casey's Making Things Happen process for 2014 goals. Thanks Victoria Strader!: Definitely still happening. Part 3 should be on the blog very soon.
- Think about/share on the blog the year end review I've done the last several years: Something that I am really looking forward to and very nervous about sharing with all of you.
- Be more consistent with social media free weekends: My new favorite thing and something I am looking to be more intentional about this year.
- Do dinner and Christmas light looking with the sweetest hometown friends I have & enjoy Christmas music at Bass Hall with those I love the most: Y'all, I really do have the best friends and family out there. I may be a little biased though.
- Take my grandmother to get a second hole ear piercing. What a rebel, that Granny!
- Do a craft for the College Station house: Okay, so this ended up happening a few nights ago once January started, but hey, it was accomplished!
December could have been better on the accomplished goals, but I am not going to be upset about it because the whole month was a real blast! It was great to be home and spend time with friends and family that I don't get to see very often.
January Goals:
- Finish two books I received for Christmas.
- Start running three times a week.
- Simplify. Simplify. Simplify.
- Blog what I learned this year/year end review.
- Get into a get to bed/wake up routine.
- Take my makeup off every night before bed.
- Plan a girls trip for this summer.
- Be consistent with memory verses this month.
- Get involved with College Group at Central Baptist.
- Continue social media free weekends.
Happy January, friends- a month with one of my favorite days of the year! ;)
Making Things Happen: Part 2
I'm so happy to continue this goal setting series today! Today we'll be looking at what you learned and what you want 2014 to look like. Bake sure to link up with my sweet friend Merisue, she's a gem.
Step Four: What are the biggest lessons you learned from what DID work in 2013?
1: I learned that it is okay to ask for help. I don't have to do things on my own, and that it is a joyful surprise when others are genuinely willing to help me accomplish things.
Step Five: What are the biggest lessons you learned from what DIDN'T work in 2013?
2: One big lesson I learned is that discipline is key. And that it is a characteristic that I have to learn to be consistent with. And that to be disciplined, you have to start somewhere. Starting somewhere doesn't always mean at the beginning. It means jumping right in because life isn’t going to stop or slow down and wait for the “perfect time” to change your life- I’ve got to jump in and go head first!
Step Six: What is your vision for 2014?
Before answering, answer these two questions.
What do you want to do?: I want to be a photographer. I want capture images and memories that will be long lasting for someone. I want to work with special needs kiddos. I want to make sure they know how they are valued, how uniquely they were made, and how much they are loved.
What kind of life do you want to live this year?: I want to live a life of truth and of love. One that reflects Christ and one that serves others. I want to live a life of laughter and of gratitude. I want to live a determined and driven life, one that focus on and pursues goals that I’ve set for myself. I want to live a life of intentionality. I want to show grace when needed, be confrontational when necessary, and always show lots of love for others.
My vision for 2014: Driven, intentional, more joy, deeper relationships, self accountability.
My hope is that, through this series, you will find yourself and the life you desire to one day have. Comment below the things you learned from what did/didn't work- I'd love to hear from you. Know today that you are capable and, more than that, know that you are so very valued.
1: I learned that it is okay to ask for help. I don't have to do things on my own, and that it is a joyful surprise when others are genuinely willing to help me accomplish things.
Step Five: What are the biggest lessons you learned from what DIDN'T work in 2013?
2: One big lesson I learned is that discipline is key. And that it is a characteristic that I have to learn to be consistent with. And that to be disciplined, you have to start somewhere. Starting somewhere doesn't always mean at the beginning. It means jumping right in because life isn’t going to stop or slow down and wait for the “perfect time” to change your life- I’ve got to jump in and go head first!
Step Six: What is your vision for 2014?
Before answering, answer these two questions.
What do you want to do?: I want to be a photographer. I want capture images and memories that will be long lasting for someone. I want to work with special needs kiddos. I want to make sure they know how they are valued, how uniquely they were made, and how much they are loved.
What kind of life do you want to live this year?: I want to live a life of truth and of love. One that reflects Christ and one that serves others. I want to live a life of laughter and of gratitude. I want to live a determined and driven life, one that focus on and pursues goals that I’ve set for myself. I want to live a life of intentionality. I want to show grace when needed, be confrontational when necessary, and always show lots of love for others.
My vision for 2014: Driven, intentional, more joy, deeper relationships, self accountability.
My hope is that, through this series, you will find yourself and the life you desire to one day have. Comment below the things you learned from what did/didn't work- I'd love to hear from you. Know today that you are capable and, more than that, know that you are so very valued.
Making Things Happen: 2014 Goal Setting
A few days ago, my long-time friend Victoria Strader over at Happily Ever Strader posted her December Goals. One of them was Lara Casey's "Making Things Happen" Goal process. A few days after that, another blog and real life friend Sue at Climbing the Fences posted about them on her site as well. After talking with and being encouraged by Merisue, I decided to do my own posts as I go through the process too. There is much beauty in holding yourself accountable and diving head first into the goals you set for yourself, and I am very excited to start this journey as 2014 begins!
Lara Casey is the Publisher and Editor-in-Chief of the most beautiful and happy magazine- Southern Weddings. Laura is one of the most influential, driven, and encouraging women. Although I do not know her personally, her blog and magazine portray how lovely she really is. She has created this goal process and today I will be sharing the first three steps.
Step One: What worked in 2013? What are you grateful for?
1:I'm grateful for the decision to transfer colleges.
2:I'm grateful for ukulele and the ability to make music.
3:I'm grateful for fighting the urge to not wake up & enjoying early mornings.
4:I'm grateful for the opportunity to serve the people of England.
5:I'm grateful for the move to College Station.
6:I'm grateful for the organizations that have encouraged me and helped me grow.
7:I'm grateful for a father that genuinely cares for me and where I am going in life.
8:I'm grateful for how the Lord is constant.
9:I'm grateful for roommates that pray for you.
10:I'm grateful for forgiveness.
11:I'm grateful for Breakaway Ministries & how the A&M campus comes together to glorify God, and to be a part of that.
12:I'm grateful for relationships.
13:I'm grateful for health.
14:I'm grateful for photography.
15:I'm grateful for responsibility.
16:Gently replacing people in my life that were a constant discouragement rather than motivation to be better worked.
17:Paying my own bills worked.
18:Pressing into the Lord & learning to fully trust worked.
19:Making mistakes & learning from them worked.
20:Saying yes worked.
21:Facing my fears worked.
22:Listening always worked.
23:Being patient worked.
24:Obedience worked.
25:Late night dance parties worked.
26:Breakfast for supper worked.
27:Going home once in a while worked.
28:Eucharisteo always worked.
29:Confrontation when it was tough worked.
30:Prayerfully considering things worked.
Step Two: What Didn't Work in 2013?
1:Going to school at UMHB didn't work.
2:Time management didn't work.
3:Being driving and inspired about the future didn't work.
4:Anytime I worried.
5:Getting to bed at a decent hour to be my best, rested self the following day didn't always work.
6:Spending money on things I did not need.
7:Saving money didn't work.
8:Anytime I didn't stop to pray, be still and know that the Lord has a really great plan.
9:Anytime I was "too busy."
10:The times I didn't trust God and serve others didn't work.
11:Anytime I chose kingdom of self rather than the Kingdom of God.
12:Anytime I judged someone else, gossiped, or didn't forgive.
13:Anytime I was jealous of what other people have.
14:Anytime I compared myself to others.
15:Anytime my pride got the best of me.
Step Three: What Fires You Up/Inspires You?
1:Natural light photography.
2:New makeup.
3:Gorgeous, bright florals.
4:An engagement story.
5:Seeing people genuinely happy.
6:Glitter.
7:Open windows.
8:Helping others.
9:When Summer turns to Autumn.
10:Music playing softly in my house.
11:Clean sheets.
12:The sound of the dishwasher.
13:Waking up early.
14:The thought of exercise. (HA!)
15:Random dance parties.
16:Doing laundry.
17:Sending a handwritten letter in the mail.
18:Lists.
19:Candles burning.
20:Anything lace.
21:Photography blogs.
22:Simplifying.
23:Giving thanks in every situation.
24:Honesty.
25:Community.
26:The Lord's grace.
27:Organization.
28:Time alone.
29:Scripture.
30:Real, genuine, uncontrollable laughter.
I'm so excited to go through this process with you! I'd love to hear the things that worked/didn't work for you & more than that, what fires you up! There is an envelope at the top right corner of the page that enables you to email me or you can comment below. And of course, if you have a blog, be sure to link up with Sue so that we can be in this together and encourage one another. Love you guys!
Lara Casey is the Publisher and Editor-in-Chief of the most beautiful and happy magazine- Southern Weddings. Laura is one of the most influential, driven, and encouraging women. Although I do not know her personally, her blog and magazine portray how lovely she really is. She has created this goal process and today I will be sharing the first three steps.
Step One: What worked in 2013? What are you grateful for?
1:I'm grateful for the decision to transfer colleges.
2:I'm grateful for ukulele and the ability to make music.
3:I'm grateful for fighting the urge to not wake up & enjoying early mornings.
4:I'm grateful for the opportunity to serve the people of England.
5:I'm grateful for the move to College Station.
6:I'm grateful for the organizations that have encouraged me and helped me grow.
7:I'm grateful for a father that genuinely cares for me and where I am going in life.
8:I'm grateful for how the Lord is constant.
9:I'm grateful for roommates that pray for you.
10:I'm grateful for forgiveness.
11:I'm grateful for Breakaway Ministries & how the A&M campus comes together to glorify God, and to be a part of that.
12:I'm grateful for relationships.
13:I'm grateful for health.
14:I'm grateful for photography.
15:I'm grateful for responsibility.
16:Gently replacing people in my life that were a constant discouragement rather than motivation to be better worked.
17:Paying my own bills worked.
18:Pressing into the Lord & learning to fully trust worked.
19:Making mistakes & learning from them worked.
20:Saying yes worked.
21:Facing my fears worked.
22:Listening always worked.
23:Being patient worked.
24:Obedience worked.
25:Late night dance parties worked.
26:Breakfast for supper worked.
27:Going home once in a while worked.
28:Eucharisteo always worked.
29:Confrontation when it was tough worked.
30:Prayerfully considering things worked.
Step Two: What Didn't Work in 2013?
1:Going to school at UMHB didn't work.
2:Time management didn't work.
3:Being driving and inspired about the future didn't work.
4:Anytime I worried.
5:Getting to bed at a decent hour to be my best, rested self the following day didn't always work.
6:Spending money on things I did not need.
7:Saving money didn't work.
8:Anytime I didn't stop to pray, be still and know that the Lord has a really great plan.
9:Anytime I was "too busy."
10:The times I didn't trust God and serve others didn't work.
11:Anytime I chose kingdom of self rather than the Kingdom of God.
12:Anytime I judged someone else, gossiped, or didn't forgive.
13:Anytime I was jealous of what other people have.
14:Anytime I compared myself to others.
15:Anytime my pride got the best of me.
Step Three: What Fires You Up/Inspires You?
1:Natural light photography.
2:New makeup.
3:Gorgeous, bright florals.
4:An engagement story.
5:Seeing people genuinely happy.
6:Glitter.
7:Open windows.
8:Helping others.
9:When Summer turns to Autumn.
10:Music playing softly in my house.
11:Clean sheets.
12:The sound of the dishwasher.
13:Waking up early.
14:The thought of exercise. (HA!)
15:Random dance parties.
16:Doing laundry.
17:Sending a handwritten letter in the mail.
18:Lists.
19:Candles burning.
20:Anything lace.
21:Photography blogs.
22:Simplifying.
23:Giving thanks in every situation.
24:Honesty.
25:Community.
26:The Lord's grace.
27:Organization.
28:Time alone.
29:Scripture.
30:Real, genuine, uncontrollable laughter.
I'm so excited to go through this process with you! I'd love to hear the things that worked/didn't work for you & more than that, what fires you up! There is an envelope at the top right corner of the page that enables you to email me or you can comment below. And of course, if you have a blog, be sure to link up with Sue so that we can be in this together and encourage one another. Love you guys!
December Goals
Texas doesn't see snow like in the photos above, but if it does, it's not until about March! The pictures just make me feel like it's December, even when it is EIGHTY DEGREES outside. Nonetheless, December is upon us and it's time to set some more goals! Before I list those, I'd like to go back and see how I did with my November goals.
So, three out of ten isn't so bad, right? I'm still working on plans for next summer and just didn't get around to the other two. I'm a little sad November is over but I am welcoming December with open arms!
December Goals:
Here's to holding myself accountable through these set goals. Where ever you are today, know that you're so loved.
Happy Tuesday, friends!
- Clean out/organize closet. Get rid of things I don't wear: This needed to happen for a while. It made me feel much more organized and clutter free.
- Make a new baked treat that tastes of Autumn: I made a pumpkin cake with cream cheese icing and delivered it to a good friend just because- so fun!
- Attend a banquet honoring my Paw Paw: Such a humbling experience. My grandfather passed away last July to brain cancer. He was one of the greatest men I knew (I may be a little biased) and I was honored to be called his granddaughter. He was very involved in the Agricultural department at one of the high schools where I am from, and they ended up naming the whole facility after him. Pretty special for our family!
- Spend Thanksgiving with just me and my Dad: Y'all, this Thanksgiving was very different from all others but one of my very favorites. My parents are divorced and I just felt like this year needed to be spent with my Daddyo! I am so glad I made that decision. We had the best time just being together.
- Register for classes for Spring semester: I'm going to be honest, really didn't want to do this one. But I did...
- Mail an encouraging letter to a special someone: One of my very favorite things is sending a handwritten letter to someone with lots of lovin' and encouragement!
- Finalize plans for Summer 2014
- Decorate/paint above my bed.
- Focus on photography more: This has definitely been happening and I'm happy to say there are big, exciting things in the works. I'm learning patience through this.
- Host a FIESTA at our house.
So, three out of ten isn't so bad, right? I'm still working on plans for next summer and just didn't get around to the other two. I'm a little sad November is over but I am welcoming December with open arms!
December Goals:
- Finalize plans for Summer 2014.
- Start running three times a week like I've "been meaning to" since school started.
- Attend three tacky Christmas sweater parties with organizations at school.
- Finalize details with an exciting job for next semester.
- Start Laura Casey's Making Things Happen process for 2014 goals. Thanks Victoria Strader!
- Think about/share on the blog the year end review I've done the last several years.
- Be more consistent with social media free weekends.
- Do dinner and Christmas light looking with the sweetest hometown friends I have & enjoy Christmas music at Bass Hall with those I love the most.
- Take my grandmother to get a second hole ear piercing. What a rebel, that Granny!
- Do a craft for the College Station house.
Here's to holding myself accountable through these set goals. Where ever you are today, know that you're so loved.
Happy Tuesday, friends!
Holy December!
How in the world is December already here? Is it just me or do you feel like everything is in speedy action mode once September hits? Crazy pants! I had some time over the holiday before I came back to College Station to take a few pictures. You probably wouldn't think it about me at first glance, but I sure do love my country roots!
I hope you all had the best Thanksgiving! December goals should be up on the blog later this week!
It's Fall, y'all!
So, I know that this little thing is still a work in progress. But folks, I have some exciting things coming in the next few weeks. I cannot wait to share them with all of you! But for now, it's time for a break from school, and work, and wherever you are in life, to remember what we are truly thankful for and I couldn't be more excited! I pray that this next week is such a joyful time for all of you! If you're reading this, I am grateful for you.
Love you. Mean it.
One thing remains
So, that happened. I mean, honestly I've been laughing about it since it happened last Friday. However, now it could possibly be really serious and surgery could be in the near future. I know you're all wanting to giggle with me about what happened.
(There is a point to the story you're about to read)
Texas A&M, as I'm sure you know, is all about traditions. One of the traditions is called Midnight Yell, and it's held on Kyle Field at midnight before each home game. Last Friday was extra special because it was our last home game, last game on the "old" Kyle Field (they're doing major renovations), and the last with Dr.Loftin as the University president. Needless to say, me and my friend did not want to be later than we already were. We were running to the field, I was making a snapchat video, and flat out busted it over a median in the middle of the road we were running across. It definitely hurt, but I decided to play it cool and CONTINUED RUNNING ON IT for the next ten minutes. Anyway, as if blood running down my arm wasn't alarming enough, I just decided to stop being a baby and get over the pain I was feeling in my knee and enjoy this last Yell Practice. I'll spare you the gory details, but let's just say it was not a pretty sight the next morning. I also felt like I had been hit by a truck. HAVE NO FEAR, I'm headed home this weekend to go to the doctor to see what the deal is.
Through this whole situation, I've mostly been laughing at how clumsy I am, but also at how the Lord really has a way of showing me who is boss. I am by no means saying this injury is the Lord's work, I'm fairly certain it's because I am the clumsiest person I know. What I am saying is that my memory verse for last week was Philippians 4:12-
"I know what it is to be in need, and I know what it is to have plenty. I have learned the secret of being content in any and every situation, whether well fed or hungry, whether living in plenty or in want." Though this verse had an entirely different meaning to me before my injury, the part about being content really stuck with me. Because that was my hope when I started this blog- being content in every season of life. Whether that means abounding with blessings, or feeling like you are legitimately cursed. And we are called to be content because this is the day that the Lord so graciously gifted us. (Psalm 118:24) I guess the not so funny part is the challenge that has been put in front of me, to bless the Lord for another day even though I am in pain, or to curse the Lord because I am in so much pain. And that's where I'm reminded of eucharisteo. To choose joy and to keep choosing joy. So, that's what I'll do; embrace eucharisteo. And remember. Remember that through trials and change, the Lord is still good and He still loves me. And for that, I am forever grateful. I hope you have been full of joy this week. Only two more days until the weekend- you can do it!
(There is a point to the story you're about to read)
Texas A&M, as I'm sure you know, is all about traditions. One of the traditions is called Midnight Yell, and it's held on Kyle Field at midnight before each home game. Last Friday was extra special because it was our last home game, last game on the "old" Kyle Field (they're doing major renovations), and the last with Dr.Loftin as the University president. Needless to say, me and my friend did not want to be later than we already were. We were running to the field, I was making a snapchat video, and flat out busted it over a median in the middle of the road we were running across. It definitely hurt, but I decided to play it cool and CONTINUED RUNNING ON IT for the next ten minutes. Anyway, as if blood running down my arm wasn't alarming enough, I just decided to stop being a baby and get over the pain I was feeling in my knee and enjoy this last Yell Practice. I'll spare you the gory details, but let's just say it was not a pretty sight the next morning. I also felt like I had been hit by a truck. HAVE NO FEAR, I'm headed home this weekend to go to the doctor to see what the deal is.
Through this whole situation, I've mostly been laughing at how clumsy I am, but also at how the Lord really has a way of showing me who is boss. I am by no means saying this injury is the Lord's work, I'm fairly certain it's because I am the clumsiest person I know. What I am saying is that my memory verse for last week was Philippians 4:12-
"I know what it is to be in need, and I know what it is to have plenty. I have learned the secret of being content in any and every situation, whether well fed or hungry, whether living in plenty or in want." Though this verse had an entirely different meaning to me before my injury, the part about being content really stuck with me. Because that was my hope when I started this blog- being content in every season of life. Whether that means abounding with blessings, or feeling like you are legitimately cursed. And we are called to be content because this is the day that the Lord so graciously gifted us. (Psalm 118:24) I guess the not so funny part is the challenge that has been put in front of me, to bless the Lord for another day even though I am in pain, or to curse the Lord because I am in so much pain. And that's where I'm reminded of eucharisteo. To choose joy and to keep choosing joy. So, that's what I'll do; embrace eucharisteo. And remember. Remember that through trials and change, the Lord is still good and He still loves me. And for that, I am forever grateful. I hope you have been full of joy this week. Only two more days until the weekend- you can do it!
Just a sneak peak
There's nothing quite like that "homey" feeling when you walk into someone's home. From the time you walk in, you just feel welcome and cozy and it makes your heart happy. At least for me it does, I love that feeling. Today, I wanted to give you a little glimpse of where I spend a good amount of time- my room! More on our house will be coming soon, but for now I will leave you will this little space where I feel free to create and dream crazy things for my life.
Happy Thursday, friends!
A Grateful Heart
Though November is a time to remember all that you're thankful for, I try my very best to remember each and every day. I do this through journaling things that brought me joy throughout my day and things I'm so grateful for in life. Here are just a few!
Boys that make Thursdays happy.
College Station finds//Time alone to play//
New hair that is different//The Lords beauty
New hair that is different//The Lords beauty
Mini vacations during the semester//Fall weather to wear cute cardigans//
The relationships ARTISTS has brought//S'mores with friends
My heart is full.
The relationships ARTISTS has brought//S'mores with friends
My heart is full.
Happy November!
November is officially upon us, and it makes me the happiest girl! All weirdness aside, November makes me better. I feel better, I do better. There is just a freshness in the air. With that being said, here are some November goals I hope to accomplish. I hope you all had such a pretty Sunday!
-Clean out/organize closet. Get rid of things I don't wear.
-Make a new baked treat that tastes of Autumn.
-Attend a banquet honoring my Paw Paw.
-Spend Thanksgiving with just me and my Dad.
-Register for classes for Spring semester.
-Mail an encouraging letter to a special someone.
-Finalize plans for Summer 2014.
-Decorate/paint above my bed.
-Focus on photography more.
-Host a FIESTA at our house.
-Clean out/organize closet. Get rid of things I don't wear.
-Make a new baked treat that tastes of Autumn.
-Attend a banquet honoring my Paw Paw.
-Spend Thanksgiving with just me and my Dad.
-Register for classes for Spring semester.
-Mail an encouraging letter to a special someone.
-Finalize plans for Summer 2014.
-Decorate/paint above my bed.
-Focus on photography more.
-Host a FIESTA at our house.